Relationships

I found myself struggling with forgiveness regarding man-boy. My evolved self was now beating up my past, enabling self. So, random moments with man-boy would cross my mind, making me resent him even more, as well as finding it difficult to forgive myself. For example, imagine being asked this question: What did I do wrong when all I ever wanted to do was love you and spend time with you? Is anyone else fucking disgusted by that? Like, why are you answering the question for m